Pandoru nombukalath..

Ee pandennu paranjal oru 2 years back storyanu njan udheshichathu.

Nalloru get togetherum kazhinju veetilek thirikkana vazhi chumma town vazhi karangam vijarichanu mananchirakku bus kayariyathu. Apozhanu nammude oru priya suhruthu townilundennu arinjathu. Ennal pinne avaneyum angu kandu kalayam. Thrissurilnn idak kozhikkode varumbo elladathum chuttunnathu ente oru sheelamayirunnu.

Avanod kathi vechu nadakkumblanu munnil glass alamarayil nombu vibhavangal nirathy vechu Paragon nilkkunnu. Ente ponne enikkangu kothiyayippoyi. Kunjayirunnappol adutha veetile ummamar nombinu konduvannu thararulla chatty pathireem, pazham nirachathum, muttapathireem pinne thinnumbo njan peru nokiyittillatha tasty vibhavangal aloychu ente kothi koody. Thrissur ethyapo thott Food ennu kettal ente avastha ithayirunnu.

Pinne onnum aloychila njangalangu kayari. Sathyathil avanem valichond njanangu kayari. Order vangan oru pullikkaran vannu. Chetta enthokyallathu. Pullikkaran enthokyo paranju avasanam njan order cheythu, porottayum chickenum. Enthu kazhikkana poyathu entha kazhichathu. Avidunn irangyaplanu sathyathil ente mandatharam orthathu. Ente priya suhruthu oru verum chaya mathram order cheythappo njan avane kure nirbandhichu. Evide avanu chaya mathram mathy polum, bill avan pay cheyyendi varum pedichano areela. Njan veendum oru porottayum kude order cheythu manasu nirachu. J

Ee sambhavathe patti pinneed avan paranjathu. Avane chumma iruthy njan ottakku porattayum chikkenum thatti ennanu. Karyam shariyanenkilum avanenik oru company tharathathu moshamayennu njanum paranju.

Ippazhum aa glass shelfil kandathum pinneed ithrem nalum kazhikkan patanjathum aya palaharangale orthu enik kothi varunnu..

Ithavana pakshe urapichu kazhinju, thinnitte ullu baki karayam J

Aanapindi :P

Its actually the kinda thing we read usually in magazines. And kinda thing that got to change for considering the century we are living in.

“Mazhayayirunnu. Coffee mugumayi aduppinaduthu avalirunnu. Purathu thakarthu peyyuna mazha avale melle vilichu. Janal palikalil thangi ninna mazhathullikal enthokeyo avalod paranju. than maranna palathum thanne athu ormipichu. Ellam chornnu thannil ini kadhayillennu aval urappichirunnu. Ennittum palathum avale thedi vannu. Veendum Nurungukalayi peythu varshamayi athu marumennu aval karuthiyirunnilla. Murukke pidicha cupil ninnum pathukke coffee nukarnnukond adupinaduthekku nadannu. Than onnum arinjilla bhavichu..

Purathu avalkku vendi mathram peyyunna mazha veendum karanju kondirunnu. Vendennu vacha jeevitham maraneeki varumennaval bhayannu. Orikkal agrahichirunnu jeevanolam. Kittiyennathil ahankarichirunnu. Arthamillatha oru kadhayayi athu marumennu orikkalum karuthiyilla. Peyyatte thorathe peyyatte. Karanju theeratte. Pathi vazhiye than upekshicha thanne upekshicha jeevitham iniyum janal kadannu varathe irikkum. Illenkil than agrahichathum nediyathum enthinayirunnu. Thante Snehathinu munnil kannadakkamenkil thanikkippol onnum kandillennu vekkam, onnum.. “

Did u get anything from it.? No na.. that’s it you don’t get anything but blah blahs… but this is the kinda thing usually win first price. :D totally bored of reading this. Don’t u think so..

Ma Big Fat Memoir 12-07-2013

I love you more than I love myself. It’s again proved today. May be it’s for a reason we are like this. What pulls me to you is genuine love and admiration. That is the only reason for why I can talk to you like I talk to myself. You can always understand it. Even my silly idiotic reasons become sensible when it comes before you, or you make me feel I’m right anyways. Today also whatever I had been telling you, you were listening carefully, making thoughtful remarks, sometimes making fun of me, and still considering that its worth listening. Everybody cannot do that. I still don’t know why I’m special to you, but I like that feeling. May be it’s the friendship built between us. And I’m sure not everybody is blessed with such a friendship. Now I feel superb, as my heart weighs little. I’m the luckiest person in this world. I want only this much what you give me now. 

Ma Big Fat Memoir - Laughter

It was all around me. I felt it like I was laughing. I was in a play field today. Boys were trying to roll the roller. I didn’t know what you call it. It was used for leveling the cricket pitch. They were playing cricket n football and football n cricket. Some of them winded up because it was getting dark. It was really nostalgic to be in a field even if I was not playing. This gave me a pleasure that I forgot for a long time.

Now I started walking past the play field. I could hear the crickets, the sound of coming night. I was living in this world where everybody like me belonged. What I saw was the sky above and greenery around me. The lights were showing up in the street. Dogs were wandering here n there and countless bats were flying to the west. Yes it was a fearless night for them.

I didn’t know when I started walking fast. The crowd irritated me especially when I was not with the crowd sometimes when I was in the crowd. In both cases I would be my own preference if I was not with friends.

But there are times you want to prefer yourself so you leave friends behind literarily. And there are times you will be damned without them. A playfield is where you need to be with them.

My mind was going somewhere else. Where I thought it was taking me? There were so many faces, scenes and moments. At last those red eyes that bear so much of pain. I could see the humanity, kindness and the pain he carried in his eyes. That was enough for me to forget the laughter. By looking at his eyes I wanted to take some pain from him to show him how beautiful this world was for us. But I knew I couldn’t take every grief from everyone with me. So I dropped off that thought.

I heard some monks could travel everywhere through meditation, but I travel everywhere when I walk alone. I walk into each nook and corner of this world, into every mind which laugh or cry. I find a way to be part of them as I want them not to be alone in the crowd and to pour out the laughter I carry, on the way….